What a day.

Well, life is like the roller coaster at Disney Land called Space Mountain.You never know when it is going to drop, but you know it is going to drop. Yesterday and today has been like a freakin HUGE drop. I keep hoping that it will come up and it has a little. A sweet guy in my ward called just to see how I was doing and well of course I really couldn't talk because my emotions are all over the place. I hate feeling stuck and no where to go. I am trying to be an adult and make decisions, but people like to say hurtful things that just WHAM smack you in your face. I feel like I should go home, but I really don't want to deal with that drama, but I am sick and tired of my car breaking down and my dad not being able to be here to fix it. I know I won't always have my dad around, but I love when he helps me out. I feel like an emotional basket case. I have so much going on and I got behind in my classes. I really need to focus and can't seem to. I keep thinking I going to be productive today! then I end up being hurt or sick and being so unproductive. I need to figure out my mind and get everything figured out. Well, that is it for now more tomorrow.